THE POWER OF THE MIND!

I feel you,
But, I've never touched you

You Inspire me,
But, I've never met you

I see your soul,
Through the windows of your eyes,

I know you,
I don't know you,

I feel things,
I can't explain

I'm happy,
I'm sad,
I'm lonely,
I'm mad

Emotions run high,
Emotions run low

A bond that's so strong,
I cannot let go

There's no reason or rhyme,
For this moment in time.

WE LIVE THE MUSIC, WE WRITE OUR OWN SONGS

"When we played our charade,
We were like children posing,
Playing at games acting out names,
Guessing the parts we played.
Oh what a hit we made,
We came on next to closing,
Best on the bill,
Buddies until,
You, left the masquerade.
Fate seemed to pull the strings,
I turned and you were gone,
While from the darkened wings,
The music box played on,
Played on and on,
Sad little serenade,
Song of my heart's composing,
I hear it still,
I always will,
Best on the bill, Charade!

I wanted the music to play on forever,
Have I stayed to long at the fair?
I wanted the clown to be constantly clever,
Have I stayed to long at the fair?
I bought the blue ribbon to tie up my hair,
But I couldn't find anybody to care,
The merry go round is beginning to slow now,
Have I stayed too long at the fair?
The music has stopped,
And the children must go now,
Have I stayed to long at the fair?

You've got to know when to hold em,
Know when to fold em,
Know when to walk away,
Know when to run!

Memories, I'll keep my precious memories,
They will stay tucked away, deep,
Deep inside of my heart.
They will be mine,
No one can ever take them away,
To always remember,
Those happier days!"

It's not make believe,
It's true.
A bond so strong, it defies all logic.
A bond so strong, it transcends this Universe.
A bond that will stay, with me forever,
In my heart!

I hear it still,
I always will,
Best on the bill,
Charade!

We live, the music,
We write our own songs!

WHY IS IT SO EASY TO BE MEAN AND HATE, YET SO HARD TO EMBRACE KINDNESS AND LOVE!

I feel you,
But, I've never touched you

You Inspire me,
But, I've never met you

I see your soul,
Through the windows of your eyes

I know you,
I don't know you,
Who are you?
Why me?

I feel things,
I can't explain

I'm happy,
I'm sad,
I'm lonely,
I'm mad

Why is it so easy to be mean and hate,
Yet so hard to embrace kindness, and love

Emotions run high,
Emotions run low

A bond that's so strong,
I cannot let go

There's no reason or rhyme,
For this moment in time

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE WEDDINGS?

Once Upon A Long Time Ago, When I Was A Little Girl, And Wants Were Simple:

"If I Had Three Wishes, This Is What they'd be, Jack In The Box, A Ragged Doll, And A Tall Green Christmas Tree.  If They Could Be Granted, I'd Never Ask For More, With Three Such Perfect
Wishes, What Would I Do With Four. To Wake Up Christmas Morning, And Find Awaiting Me, My Three Most Perfect Wishes, How Happy I Would Be"!

It's Halloween, as I sit in the funeral parlor, on the hard wooden bench, I see the mourners piling in.  The lines of life, reflected on their faces, depicting their life stories.  This a fourth friend who's child lost their life, way too soon.  A bad car accident.  I can't, and won't even try to imagine, the horror they are feeling.  I thought children, were supposed to out live, their parents.   It's futile, to try and understand why, this could happen.  What makes it even harder for me, is two weeks earlier my hubby, and I ran into our friend, and her son, while eating breakfast.  They came over, and we spoke, and laughed.  Now, we will never speak to him again.

When my daddy (RIP), died, as I rode in the back seat of the limo, I watched the cars pass by, filled with people going about their normal day, like nothing happened.  As I fought back my tears, I wanted to scream out, stop, can't you feel my pain.  How can you, all of you, act as if nothing happened?  But we do pick up the pieces, and go on.  We have to, there are no other options.

Life for me now, is more precious then ever.  I appreciate the things, I never thought about before.  A laugh, has so much more meaning.  Friends, take the place of family members, that are gone.

Yes, as I sit on this hard bench, I pause my life, and reflect.  I miss those days of long ago, when wants were simple!    

THE CLOCK

Lying in bed, can't sleep, can't turn off my thoughts!

Have you ever turned off the distractions of life, to think, I mean really think about your life?  From the moment we are born, the clock starts ticking. In my Book Of Life, each new chapter illustrates a progression of my life.  A change, a growth, a maturity.  Tick Tock!

Have you ever driven down a busy street, looked in the cars around you, and wondered who those people were, and what their lives were like.  Tick Tock!

So many houses out there.  Sometimes I drive by and wonder, what is going on inside, and how are those people dealing with their issues of life.  Tick Tock!

There are so many Books Of Life in life, and yet we are not affected by them.  Tick Tock!

The world is so enormous and yet we are able to compartmentalize and focus on our small chasm of life.  How are we able to do this?  Tick Tock!

I just brought my dog in, it's 3:00 a.m. and I looked up at the trees, the moon, and the stars.  How beautiful a night it is.  Tick Tock!

Who am I? What is my purpose in life?  How are we able to function, to feel, to think?  We develop from infants into amazing beings, how is this possible?  Tick Tock!

We get so caught up living life, we rarely stop to think, until we stop to think, about our life.  Tick Tock!

Then one day you will wake up and wonder, where the years went.  How did it happen?  It was all just a blink.  Tick Tock!

If you give the mind to much freedom, it knows no bounds.  Where it takes you can be terrifying.    Tick Tock!

It's time to turn back on the distractions of life.  Tick Tock!

TICK TOCK, TICK TOCK, I HATE THE CLOCK!





  

MY IMAGINARY BUDDY

My life is My Mystery.
 
Have you ever had an Imaginary Buddy?  About a gazillion years ago, I believe I knew My Imaginary, Special, Magical, Buddy.  I believe he was sent to me for a purpose, in my present life.  I'm not quite sure why, but I do have theories.  I do believe in past lives.  I would never want to believe, my life could ever come to a total halt.

My Special Buddy inspires me.  He takes my mind to places, it has never been.  He teaches me.  He challenges me.  Yes, My Buddy is a male.  Interesting, but remember, he was sent to me, I had no say in the matter. Something in the Universe has pulled me to him.  We have a bond, that transcends all rational thought.  I am so thankful to have this experience, for however long it may last.  I wake up so happy, with no expectations.

For those of you who read my blogs, I have talked about different kinds of love.  There is nothing better then unconditional love, where you can totally be yourself, with no expectations, of or from anyone.

I don't, and probably never ever, will know you, and yet, I probably know you, better then people, I already know.

I don't understand any of this, and I probably never will, (and again, never say never).  You know what, I don't have to!   







      

I WASN'T GOING TO GET POLITICAL BUT...

So, I'm putting out "The Call Of Duty" for all Americans, to unite for our Nation's sake.  Notice how I didn't say Democrats or Republicans.  Aren't we all Americans first?  I hope so.  Our Country is at a Crossroads.  The violence has escalated to where people are dying, because of the level of hate, and diversity.  Is this what we really want?  I don't.  It must stop!

We cannot let the Socialist/Mob mentality of chaos, ruin all that is good in this Country.  If we join together, there are no limits to what this Country can achieve.  Don't we want that for our children?  Is this the environment they should grow up in?

There is no such thing as perfect.  There is no such thing as free lunches.  We will never satisfy everyone.  That is why, we have elections.  That is how we should show our discontent.  I don't understand any of it.

Our Country is on the right track.  To derail it now would be a travesty.  Do we really want our borders invaded.  Things have never been better.  I want emigration, but it must be done legally.  We must vet people coming into our Country.  We cannot afford to just open the doors, and let everyone in.  We must protect our safety, and our economical well being.  If you are not happy, you can change things, by changing the people in office, and by changing the laws.  That is why we vote.

We are not barbarians.  We must bring civility back!